每年三月尾四月初都是纪念季，去年拉了一节，今年照例去大光明戏院买戏票看leslie的电影，只不过今年身边多了一个人。他那天去面试，最后竟西服未脱和我进电影院，看夜半歌声时，他第一次听影片插曲便哼出声。

如今过的是再平凡不过的生活，如此也挺好。生活并非一定要最出格的举动和最哀婉的戏文才有意味，他那天来我家，为他打开书橱，里面是我从前浸心的世界，看上去似曾相识燕归来。而今连新书也不常注目，全神贯注的是每日一定要定时上床休息的自我要求。这生活是我最风平浪静的一段。

去年现在我在一个空城生病，同城人各自飞度圣诞节，而我疑似甲流，连起床泡药的气力也没有，躺在一个放在地上的床垫奄奄一息，那是我最悲惨的几段之一，那时只恨孤单一人，渴望有人解救，而现在倾情一个人的生活，忍一下痛然后是一片青草地，我也可以越过爱情这个地雷区。

到了这个阶段不屑借情烟酒，剪短发都只是姿态，赌气让位于自爱，因为Stoddard也说了There are balms for all our pain，发现平胸女人才硬净，事业上动一下真格才有救，挣钱后偶尔一掷千金的生活才快乐。

这个节骨眼上特别渴望出差，最好是一路向北。但是偏偏我有4个月为了一个IPO困在上海。下周开始上项目，身为baby有太多太多confuse的东西，as/2不熟悉，CMA,SEW等都还是菜鸟阶段。原来一个人真的有大量好处，省的费心攻其他。

Like always, how I despise the night before long break ends.

I have tons of units this quarter, even not counting my research credit. I almost give up all my habbits like science-fiction or alternative drama but drown myself in a tacky life full of antithesis of a normal RR-like lifestyle.

I think with the start of the winter quarter the winter actually come to end. Whenever I realized soon I don't need to wear turtleneck all days I am filled up with adrenaline rush. I can hardly dig any thing here that fits my dressing code.

The very first of my new year resolution is to stop procrastinating. Although how much coming all the way from China to USA makes me feel that I've crawled out out of a hole just to fall into another, yet I am always waiting for some changes to fall down.

I think it will be a milestone year, no matter how my brains will be in knots in my dear 2010.